I’m so freaking sick can hArdly get off the couch and it hurts to cough and breathe.
Gay someone bring me a cigarette and some hot chocolatee pleased

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get at itt:] i need some interesting convo

im going to west palm beach florida soon to see my dad..? i do not oknow onw damn peson down there.

ill be stuck in west palm beach rehabiliation center !

greaaat ill be in a house full of addicts!!

i want a snowboarder:]

ahh so do i always keep getting drawn to you. why dont i believe you? i honestly cant for some reason.. i feel like your playing me and its probably true. you probably are still seeing Her. She even called you and you said it was Cole. reallly? i saw her name.

For some reason or another i just cannot trust you that you really caare about me. i cant be friends with you, i cant have you out of my life, and i cant date you. so what do i do? its confusing and im probably really overthinking this but hey im not down with bieng a cuddy buddy. god its so confusing. fuck.

i love how i hardly write in this thing.. :p haha well lets play some catchup!?

Ryan and i stopped talking then we were talking agian then we stopped now were talking again haha.

So there is this huuge concert tomorrow night and do you know how excited i am? i honestly havent been to a show in a long time:] im soo excited to see everyone and jump on people:]

oh anyways with the catch up.. mary_kates going thru a situation.. i hope i never go thru again:p

Wesley spent the weekend at my house<3 haha i missed him so much, i forgot how good of a friend he was. and i love how he didnt even try to do anything. im glad he respects our friendship enough to not go down that road again.

Ryan on the other hand is diffrent. its going to be hard just bieng friends with him. i mean we went thru alot well i went thru more with him then i have with anyother guy i dated. and i dont think he understands how much of an impact hes made on me. its like we were never just friends i started out liking him and i always will but I cant let that happen. i know if we hang out on sunday then one of us may try something, concidering that we willl have a bottle of strawberry hill:] i looove that stuff:]] gaah lets try the friends thing..legitly:]

ohh my face is really soft right now

i got my eyebrows wax:] next week im gunna get my vageeeeen done:] ahh

impossible to even think about anyone else?

So this week has just been so damn interesting.

hahah thursday. wow. what can i say. obviously i really cant say anything about it because i pinky swore i wouldnt. but what I can say is is that I dont trust you. honestly i really dont. i mean if you were to do that to her you would do it to me. or you have done that to me. so no trust for you.

So i ended up going to the Make a Wish show at my school.. Drunk out of my mind. like extremely hammered. and i accidentally told this kid Justin, I said to him: “Justin, if Kelly wasnt my friend or if you werent dating her id sooo bang you.”

Not good. no bueno.! haha but i wouldnt i realllly wouldnt. i mean hes got the blue eyes black hair thing. but he just seems like waaay to much you know?

To tell you the truth Im not wanting a relationship.  a serious one anyways. Honestly i think relationships at my age are honestly a wast of time. i mean im not gunna marry my highschool sweetheart. my first love. my first boyfriend. the guy i lost my virginity to. life isnt like a fairy tale. so relationships are kinda pointless right now. its like im setting my self up to be hurt. who does that?! suicidal people.!

Anyways. i start work in like a week and i have a training course to go to tomorrow. Stevie is coming with me thank the fucking lord. i would honestly have a panic attack if i had to go by myself. haha

oh loooordy. :]

By the age of 13, most children who have been substantially exposed to Pokemon begin to develop dangerous anti-social habits. The lucky few become withdrawn and reclusive, however the vast majority show worse tendencies: Some experiment with homosexuality, others may rebel against Christianity, converting to Islam or worse: Atheism. If not placed in a caring, Christian home the teenage Pokemon fan is on a one-way ticket to hell.

if you have seen the Labrynth. Or read the book.

honestly?!